Morning lovelies, I thought I would start this open letter to everyone who fears letting go with a quote from J. K. Rowling.
“Understanding is the first step to acceptance, and only with acceptance can there be recovery.”
Typically I write these blog posts for my audience, and hope to shed light on real-life situations and problems but this post is different. I am also writing it for myself. Last week I hit a breaking point, - well it actually might have been while I was at a drag show when I started to bawl harder then I have ever cried while the man sung along to Celine Dion's "I am Alive" - I felt heavy, more heavy than I have ever felt. All I wanted to do was sleep. All I wanted to do was hug the person I miss most. But I could not. I had to make the situation I was in better, by myself, and for me.
So I began to think about everything going on around me and I was overwhelmed with joy and happiness but there was a space in my heart that was filled with darkness and misconception. A place I try not to think about very often... hence why I never address things - things in the the darkness - , or talk about them. That is why I decided to write this for myself, because at that point in time I wish I had something like this to read to make everything better, or go away for a few minutes.